
I just got released from the hospital after a 4day stay. One of which was spent in the ICU. The doctors said that I had suffered from ” physical exhaustion, dehydration, and a bit of malnourishment”. All I remember is passing out alone in my shop and waking up 12hrs later in the ICU with tubes in my nose and mouth.
For the past year I have been running full speed in efforts to set the proper wheels in motion. Day in and day out I’ve had to push my limits both physically and mentally. Just to stay afloat and in sync with the hectic passe of being a business man, a celebrity(I use that term loosely) and a father. By no means is this life style an easy feat. At one angle it my seem to be glitz and glamor. Underneath the surface the true image is revealed. Contending in such an arena is hard work and if one intends to be viable. Then one has to come to the realization that “the work is never complete”. There will always be another step to take. Another project to complete with in a specified dead line. Another party to attend in order to net work and make connections. I’m not sure if People even go to parties to listen to music and just hang out any more. Now days they seem to be business meetings with music in the back ground. If you want to be known or seen its in your best interest to attend. All this in hopes to stay in the light. To be a contender. Nothing wrong with that, we all desire to make our mark in this life in some way or another. I just need to passe my self.
I’ll be back on the scene soon enough. Till then I’m in my PJ’s for the next few days drinking cranberry juice and eating fruit. A little rest and relaxation will do me some good. Pinkies up..